My Life and Love

When i break up with my ex boyfriend, who i was with  for more then 1years, my friends just ask me to forget him and focus in my studies. The only thing my buddies say is ''our montly exam is near studies is important then everything in life dear..we just can say you have to forget him don't waste your tears for a useless person. I thought i will never let anything mess up with my studies anymore. I thought i can be happy with my family i don't have to spend my time with someone else and don't have to be worried for him, at the same time i fail 3papers in my monthly exam because all this problem i din even study, he make me realise my life was better when i was with him he was important in my life, he advise me all the time in my mistakes. He try to change me  from being playful to be serious in studies and everything. Just a small fight between us become a big problem until we break up its all because of his close friend who don't like me being with him. On the second he know about my past life his trust on me is gone!  But now i realise that i miss a big thing in my life, my happiness, my enjoyfull moment with him when we was crazy in love. But then, there's is a guy who changed me and everything in just 1month. Thanks alot Kelvirn for changing me back to normal life i did my final exam better its all because of your advise. Maybe i was so desperate for someone to talk with. I just become too dependent on my ex. When he left me, I was lost, Totally lost. He totally ignored me when he see me at tuition. He change for other class which finish late then mine for just not to see me anymore. Unbelievable, today my ex boyfriend who i love truly love..call me for just say ''sorry'' for what ever he did !! Is this a problem which say sorry everything is over. My life is gone because of you and your damn love. Lastly  he come back to me, but don't image i will ignored all mistakes and accept you back 

He moves..I did too

He talk to me as if nothing happen !!

I want him to read this, his yesterday's social networks update was something like i will accept him back! He was so mean and i know it's all about me. Seriously, i'm regreatting,every single thing i did in my life. Anyway, lastly i realise all my mistakes but its to late !